Gear up for the truth versus “The Secret” in HIV and AIDS world

Woman who was Living with HIV and AIDS in Botswana diagnosed 2001 May 27 with HIV Type 1 and HIV Type 2. Circumstances are not negative or positive, circumstances are neutral. It is our thinking, our mental state, our perspective, that makes a circumstance positive or negative.

(see this)
http://www.virusmyth.com/aids/controversy.htm

“Everything in the universe has its opposite. There would be no inside to a room without an outside. You have a right and left side to your body, a front and a back. Every up has a down and every down has an up. The Law of Polarity not only states that everything has an opposite — it is equal and opposite. If it was three feet from the floor up to the table, it would be three feet from the table down to the floor. If it is 150 miles from Manchester to London, by law it must be 150 miles from London to Manchester; it could not be any other way.

“If something you considered bad happens in your life, there has to be something good about it. If it was only a little bad, when you mentally work your way around to the other side, you will find it will only be a little good.” Using Bob’s example, when I find myself in trying circumstances I put the circumstance in the middle of a circle.  I then mentally walk around the circumstance until I’m on the other side.  Then I let my mind go to work examining things from that perspective.  And I’m never disappointed at what I find.  Bob Proctor

So it’s even more clear from Bob’s teaching that every circumstance can be viewed two ways. It’s the way we view a circumstance that determines it’s impact on our thinking and mental state. And we know from James Allen’s teaching that that determines the quality of life that we live.

No matter how bad the circumstance appears to be, taking another look, from another perspective, reveals to us the good. Or, as Napoleon Hill, author of the classic Think and Grow Rich, wrote, “Every adversity, every failure and every heartache carries with it the seed of an equivalent or a greater benefit.”

In 2001 the roll out of ARV therapy in Botswana was just starting , I was using my medical aid and as sick as I was, time was running out for me according to my doctors ith regard to ARV initiation. Botswana Medical Aid had to do all tests before initiation of therapy. This was  good, but back then, I was hanging with a thread and patience was like a diamond, could not bear the procedure.  I started treatment. Good for me, but unfortunate for all those ho died not knowing their HIV / Aids stutus or while awaiting this process, and those who died before the intervention was available.

My heart goes out to them, because what we are using now to stay alive was a direct contribution by them, for us. Let’s all take the time to acknowledge each person that went through the testing  stages of these Arv’s until the final stage when they were now released to be used as treatment. People sacrificed their bodies, time, and lives to get us to where we are now. I thank you all, and for those who are no longer alive Rest In Peace. You saved me too, I would have did in September 2001. Onnie

The following story is from www.inspirationpeak.com

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room’s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene. One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn’t hear the band – he could see it in his mind’s eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, “Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.”

Imagine Africa – Knowing HIV & AIDS does not exist

I am now imagining Africans (Botswana citizens) knowing the other side of Aids and HIV. This knowledge of the truth about HIV and AIDS will teach us the basic facts – we abondoned our culture, our food, our practices and picked up the bad practices that the Western world is trying to get rid off. We saw what we call civilasation as eating dead foods, depending on toxic medication, getting an education that says we have rights. Our rights left something critical behind responsibilities. Africa track back foot by foot and pick up where we went wrong. There is a lot of good that has come with civilastion , lets keep the good and drop the dangers that are killing us, one of them is looking don on our cultural practices / ancestors practices.

Our key responsibility is to forever maintain our culture. I also used to think my parents are too hard on me. Now I see, that it is I as a youth then who did not want to do the basic responsiblities a member of the family. Now, when I listen to the radio on the programs that are telephone call in, parents want to give up , why. No matter how much the youth disregards parents teachings and warnings, we are not to give up. We need to revisit our stratergies, are we using fear, then that does not work may be we just have to tell the truth, specially to the youth. Tomorrow these youth are parents of tomorrow and will use what you keep trying to tell them for their own kids. I am doing the same for my kids, I have learnt the lessons from my own youth, so I have proof of what I speak of. Let your child know that you have travelled the route he / she is in now, and if your proud to look back , say so equally if you are not say so. It helps to tell the truth. I speak to my kids with out giving up. It’s stressing but one day hopefully it will sink in and the kids will not look back and say my parents did nothing when I was pulling astray.

Our culture requires us to be an extended family link. This helps with support for when there are issues that one house hold can not handled by that particular family. The uncles and cousins and so on play a key role, that ill never b old fashioned, it needs to be rekindled urgently.
I think that going back especially to the cultural foods and herbs will resolve a lot of health issues for starters. Our history says a lot about our roots. Our Chieftanship is a reservation of our culture and it’s still as relvant as it was in the past in maintaining culture. All African countries need to revisit their lost culture, reisntate it and only then will we Africans be bold enough to accept our wrongs and progress further with our strengths. We have many strengths but they lie in history, let’s dig them out, and live them practically, those that will add value, let’s promote them, that is our missing link to our good old strong selves. Lets not only have memories from our grand parents, let’s make our own memories, we are also grand parents for our kids, so they will do the same for their kids, and that will be history. Look at us now, we expct a food basket to help our late sisters or brothers kids. In the past, it was our responsibility with out any incentive from Government to take the orphaned children in. This is a part of our cusltur that we need to revive as urgently as possible.

HIV and AIDS are not the only ills we need to resolve in our societis in Africa. If we resolve the cultural issues, we shall then resolve the HIV and AIDS issues in the same package. My neighbour would not sleep with out food, we used to share, lets revive that too. Our culture is not evil, let’s change our mindset and not look down on our culture. This culture is what has made you can never be evil. Religion or no religion we are Africans, we had som kind of religion, every perosn on earth believes in someone more Superior them themselves. Let’s be proud to be Africans. I am proud to be an African, and I am proud to be a Motswana- I can not trade it for anything else, don’t trade your culture either, African or not.

HIV test, passport to body toxicity, passport to AIDS

The nightmare of my 8 years on ARV would begin with a little prick on my figure, an HIV test. 2001, I went for a test as it was the only thing that I had to do. It opened horrible doors for me, it never opened a door of hope as it is said an HIV test is like a life passport. One decision can change your life for ever Anthony Robbins.

It was a passport of ARV that is what it was. I grew up in a home, where beating kids was the way, children get a hiding but when the hiding ends with stitches in a hospital it’s no longer a hiding, but it a great concern. It is on of the things that has helped me mould in to a tough headed woman, one who can not go with out solutions. I took it as a positive effect. The negative one would have left me moaning until my grave. When I got my result of HIV, I was rushed in to ARV therapy as it was said my cd4 was 201 and viral load 650 000 copies/ml of blood. I only saw death as well; doctors told me I was one foot in the grave. I began ARV, I got worse, I went from watery stools to a watery tap of none stop diarrhea and bloated stomach. Was it really worth it, for my body’s sake, the profit sake it was worth every dime. A pharmacist old man once said if that diahrea does not stop, we need to put a stop cock in your backside, then may it will stop. It was a joke of course but all the drugs I was collecting from him and finishing my medical aid he was sure I should be getting better, but no, worse. My fiancée then, Edison who is now my husband insisted that it was the ARV that was worsening me, then the doctor agreed to move me from the 1st on to the second one, the tap was open for over 12 months. You can see the whole list of the wonderful toxins I stuffed down my throat at hivskeptic.com . You can also see the dreadful side effects that I truly relate to here. There is a Book called Debating AZT. We say ”Nko e e sa dupeleleng” meaning if I had a nose that lead me to this book I would not have taken AZT for 7 years nor would I had spent a lot of money chasing a ghost of my illness yet I personally swallowed the diasabbling ill health every day for 7+ years. I was made to believe as long as the cd4 is going up and the viral lod is below detactable all is well, it was like tht for the from 6 weeks of treatment but 8 years down the line, I am now learning the head control which is taught to a 1 week old baby. Leaving ARV now has left with with rehab I need to get done in a hospital but I will not use them, I dont trust them.These to indicators that thy focused progress of treatment with have costd m dearly, only a brave heart to leave ARV has kept me alive today, without it I am like anyone else who could have died from the side effects. Thye say the side effect out weigh the threat of dying from AIDS, I say its vise versa. I will work on reversing the side effects myself with the help of nature. I looked ok but burned in the fires of hell within. I spent from April 2003 until June 2009 burning in the fires of hell. It hurts to hurt your self, without the knowledge of doing so. I say hell, because I have been there. The devil is friendlier than the effects of ARV to the human body.

I have no scar to show you physically but if you go to my heart, soul and memory / mind you will find ravaging scars left, just like you will find the patches from a veld fire. The is a special machine that is used to see these scars, my memory. These scars can not heal because the same fires though I have stopped ARV especially AZT are still burning the human velds of the people still taking them. I want to apologise for even thinking any one whom I had sexual contact with has infected me. This mind set that I had, has always made me look to another person for the positive test I have, that is wrong and I was wrong. I have with me a sexual relationship that is of no condom protection since 2001. The partner is my husband, he strictly followed the mainstream rules of testing every three months and eventually early this year he stopped. He said he is just witch hunting in his own body.

Today its like the mainstream knows the can of worms is open and so they have tightend and magnified the campaigns that are pro hiv medicines and pro hiv tests, pro condoms, pro toxins and pro hopelessness, pro fear. The human population has lost the meaning of love and trust, just because of a small prick on the fingure. This prick will create all what we are trying so hard to fight as the word is used. I don’t like using the word fight since its explanation can be many fold. This is a huge fight that is keeping the truth from being known. The Mainstream of Aids has too many parties with conflict of interest, so funding is big. They have the money of course, its been many years of profitability, so there is no hurt in spending more to keep the world population brain washed especially in Africa. We are treated like a chicken farm for eggs. The cracked or broken eggs don’t make it in to the supermarket shelf, I wonder where they go, they of course get accounted for. Those who don’t make it from ARV go to the motuary and end in the grave, we the families account for our loses, no one else does except the death stats by the end of the day get counted.

I am glad my parents gave birth to me as stubbon as I am. I never allowed oppression from the information about HIV and AIDS to rule my life. Do not allow yourself to be oppressed by a piece of information or paper that you can tear up. HIV IS NOT KILLER MACHINE IT’S I SAID TO BE, IT JUST AI’NT THERE, BUT THE KILLER IS THERE ON THE LOOSE, THE INFORMATION About HIV and AIDS in the mainstream and ARV/ HAART. I am sure they will call me mad for this one but it the truth. People are still dying from poverty, why can we not address that?

My task now is to expose, the brain washing that is continuing. One on one will still work, if I have the money I would print something that would leave the mainstream with their pants down. I suggest they all buy elephant skin belts and tighten their pants and skirts, a strong wind is coming and they are the target, lest they remain naked. I have been the target and now the boomerang is returning in their direction. Don’t say I did not warn you, it not from me only, its from the whole world, every one is affected by this AIDS DOGMA. The main stream said it ”every one is affected”, watch out for the boomerangs, they coming from all corners of the earth, their target , is my target.

Someone has kept me safe for My Assignment

When we go through difficult times, we only do so to become the best of who we were meant to be. Easy times don’t sharpen us, even a poloshing a diamond to a beautiful finish needs friction. The friction that we face in out daily lives leaves beautiful souls that are as they were.

You can only achieve this by looking at the friction in your life as a challenge that can be over come. I always believe that in anything, there is a solution, no matter who would tell me otherwise. I have met more educated Proffessors who told me I will land in the grave or if lucky in a wheel chair. There is nothing wrong with the grave or the wheel chair. What matters is the way you go to the grave or the wheel chair, it must never be out of lack of hope. Either way, loss of hope and lack of trust in God are not in my mind, and can’t ever be.

I want to remind you that success in life is based on hard slogging. There will be periods when discouragement is great and upsetting, and the antidote for this is calmness and fortitude and a modest yet firm belief in your competence. Be sure that your priorities are in order so that you can proceed in a logical manner, and be ever mindful that nothing will take the place of persistence.

Walter Annenberg

I have too much room for improvement because I trust in the one who is more Superior above the human race. All that the world has acheived, has done so because the Superior One God, leads us to discover what has never been discovered before. There are tangable discoveries and there are discoveries of onself, within one self. To discover anything that any one can hold or the eye can see, you must first discover yourself within. You need to know who you are, love who you are, embrace who you are, acknowledge your Creator and acknowlege your parents, acknowlege your family,give more, complement others more, only then will you get the eye to see the unseen and mind to think the unthought of.

I see myself a powerhouse. The power of the tongue as it says in the bible stand daily in my life. I will limit my life with my thoughts and I will limit my life with my tongue. I did not learn this by myself, I was guided by all of you in the world, but mostly by God. He has sent me in to the places and to people who give me insight of what it is that will make me live. The best part about all this, I have learnt to appreciate truth, environment, people, myself and nature. The truth came about from my hardships which I saw as only challenges, appreciating environment also came from the same hardships that I saw a challenges. Even the days when I felt my spirit was departing from my body (dying), I found something to remain here to do. What I insisted I as not ready to leave yet for , is not what is am doing now. What I am doing now was the hidden real truth of why I was kept from dying. We are all believers whether we go to church or not, be all believe in some one Supreme.

I remember, verbalising it saying ” I cant die, I need to witness our foruth President take oath in October 2008″. That to some one would be no reason, but that is the only reason that i saw and used to come back. So when faced with a situation, what ever comes to your mind, don’t question it because the real reason you will be kept from dying is hidden from you. It will only be revealed once you have travelled all the paths, met all the people who are part of the journey in to your new assisgnement.

My assignment is just to tell the truth as I see it, as I have lived it as it has also been seen and lived by others, it is only based in the best interest of people, no threat or insult can stop that assignment. I is on I gained with my own tears and pain. The highest graduation of education on earth can never measure up to one who graduates from hardships , illness, pain and one who begins to know themself. Knowledge of self and acknowledgment of My Creator has been key in the finished product called Onnie that you see today.

The fishermen know that the sea is dangerous and the storm terrible, but they have never found these dangers sufficient reasons for remaining ashore.

Vincent Van Gogh

Fear and loss of hope ar our worse enemies, get rid of them and see no one or nothing else as an enemy, even a dance with the evil will not hurt you as much as fear and hopelessness could.

Always remember

Naming & Shaming “Denialists” has not kept the truth from exposure. The “Supreme Hand” at work

HIV can be cleared naturally – this is from the discoverer of HIV himself

Brief History of where the original AIDS dogma started.

Why there are people who are called “Denialists” in the field of HIV and AIDS. Denialists / AIDS Dissidents mean no harm but are translated in to harm. They know the truth from the begining but are cut out because it would affect profitability of the Big Pharma and the Prestigeous Awards. Now what we see here is a statement that could have saved many lives lost from ARV = AIDS, Malnutrition and the Stress from hopelessness.

Do not be impatient with your seemingly slow progress. Do not try to run faster than you presently can. If you are studying, reflecting and trying, you are making progress whether you are aware of it or not. A traveler walking the road in the darkness of night is still going forward. Someday, some way, everything will break open, like the natural unfolding of a rosebud.

Vernon Howard, 1918-1992
American Author and Spiritual Teacher

I dedicate http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKyIBYKoT20 to all whose lives were lost, to all who have lost loved ones, to all who are currently on ARV and to all who have HIV + result, to all who refused ARV, to all who stopped ARV, to all the babies whose mothers took the toxic PMTCT, to all who have waited to know the truth, to all who walk the earth in truth, to all who spoke up when others are numbed by the circumstances in life that they face, to all who watched their loved one groan in pain ,to all who lost lives for trying to expose the truth about HIV and AIDS, to all who stood up to the lies and were shamed for telling the ruth ( Thabo Mbeki and The Pope) to all who wanted the truth to be told, to all who have persevered until today and will do beyond today, to all who are afraid of leaving therapy based on what they were told and not what their body’s are telling them the drug is doing, to all who will not hear this and pass on without this knowledge, to all who have no access to internet, to all media houses who will broadcast the truth as is,to all who have to look their children in they and know they have been told their Kid is HIV+, to all doctors who will no longer be drug pushers,to all who have children’s interests at heart – children are our future – we see ourselves in them, to all pharmaceuticals who will donate all what they got from ARV in to rehab for us who have the destruction of arv in our bodies, to all who will fund organic food security projects especially in Africa, to all who participated in the drug trials and lost lives, to all who participated in drug trials and got ill,to all the orphans, to all the rape victims who had to take arv propholaxis, to all doctors and nurses who had to take the arv as propholaxis, to all who had to administer the drug to their loved ones, to all who have prescribed ARV to th world, to all who had to draw the blood from our veins every 3 months for monitoring, to all who have spent sleepless nights because they pricked themselves with their patient’s injection, to all who transported the arv’s, to all who have lost babies to ARV/medicinal toxicity, to all who have faced Stigma and descrimination from having an HIV+ test result, to all who are Rethinking AIDS The Perth Group and to YOU my dear who has just read this.

Nothing is more difficult to overcome than the problems we thought were already overcome.

Alexis de Tocqueville

Goverments now were measuring they progress in addressing HIV and AIDS, but now, they ned to RETHINKall they have implemented for the past years. This has been the blind leading the blind. Rethinking Aids is an eye opener, you can have blindness not of sight but of knowledge and blindness of the will to know.

Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young. The greatest thing in life is to keep your mind young.”

Henry Ford

People who have blindness of sight to me , see much more clearly than those who dont, the see with their soul which sees free better than the eye balls we think we see with. Let the blind lead us (“Denialists”), the see with their soul, reject as your own choice, but knowledge will be engraved on our soul.

Only a powerful soul can offer love. Only a powerful soul can afford to be humble. If we are weak, then we become selfish. If we are empty, we take; but if we are filled, we automatically give to all. That is our nature.

Dadi Prakashmani, 1922-2007

When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life.
Greg Anderson
American Author and Cancer Survivor

A “lunatic” no but a “loaded loose canon exposing the HIV & AIDS DOGMA”

A columnist Consumer Watchdog news paper on line called Mmegi facilited the removal of my online add at www.rekarekisa.com. I am sure someone else asked them to.

When i got an email from the Webmaster that it was an offence to talk about disease being healed by any natural product as an advert. I knew someone as behind it and I said nothing. I was sure it will come out in the open who is behind all this.

I am very disappointed in the Consumer Watchdog especially that they should be looking out for consumer interests and they are not. It took 31 minutes to delete my on line ad because it talked about HIV and AIDS together with Natural products, yet it took me 9 years to talk with experience and proof about it.

I love to be called names especially names that the caller will not want to be called. I have been called a “Lunatic” and “Dangerous” and it has been said that I must not get away with saying “Divorcing Arv is the best thing you can do for yourself”.

What makes me sad though is that it took 31 minutes to delete the ad. Why did Onnie come up with such things even if she is a lunatic. Did you stop and wonder, there is no smoke without fire. Check this out, you may also call them names but there is accuracy, intergrity and most of all a watchdog spirit for the world at large here VIRUS MYTH AIDS WEBSITE</strong> click on more citations. So why did’nt the Watch dog check out the information instead of acting like an empty vessel which makes huge noise. When you hear something, its important to divorce your feelings from what you have heard, then investigate, the matter, find out what is being said, is it crazy or true.

On Monday morning I called Consumer Watchdog and said “Hey go to www.kefodile.wordpress.com”. The ad you deleted had nothing comapared to what you will find at that site, feast you eyes and get informed, after all you say you are “Consumer Watchdog”.

Now the reason the website is safe is that even if they delete me from the face of the earth, the blog will live on. I mean no harm, I have also gotten off the drugs my self, so I am my own Geunie pig. I have future plans and I am not intending to die, if that is what they think, nor am i trying to kill other people. Not at all. What people read gives them a choice to know the other hidden side of HIV and AIDS. I can not walk the earth and feel happy, secure because I have stopped ARV and I am now better and be quiet about it. No ways, they will have to chop my head off to make me quiet.

It is my expriences and other peoples that is one this blog. Secondly its long years of scientific research that is published but kept off the eyes,ears and minds of people. People are left to think an HIV test needs ARV, THIS IS NOT TRUE. HIV CAUSES AIDS THIS IS ALSO NOT TRUE, HIV IS SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED THIS IS ALSO NOT TRUE, ARV’s PROLONG LIFE, THIS IS NOT TRUE EITHER. AFRICA WAKE UP BOTSWANA WAKE UP.

I do not need permission to talk about my own shortcommings nor my sufferings nor my experiences.

I bet a million British Pounds that scaring people with HIV and AIDS as it is done now does not address the issues at all. The adverts i always see are so irrelavant that its a waste of airtime. What is it that we are all trying to achive? GOOD HEALTH for the people. Moral issues of promiscuity are the focus of campains. Does this add any value to someone with a compromised immune system, no it does not, does it help for people to change no. No one will alter his / her life out of fear, they will even become worse off.

So in future, if you see information you hate, don’t erase it, just kill the writter becuase that is the only way to queit the writter. Even then after killing the writter the written words will continue long after the person is dead.

Advice is, approach the Lunatic ask how come they say what they say, you may get an education from a lunatic like Onnie. I have prepared for this battle long before it started, you have just been caught with their pants down, so you panic. Don’t just research.

Please check information before publishing as you state. my phone numbers, location and everything were there on the ad, get your facts right to be credible.

Don’t panic, at all. If you fix your eyes on what is seen you may not ever know the goddies that lie beyond the horizon. Challenge your self, don’t threaten me with the law.
Where was the law when I was taking toxic drugs for 9 years and nearly dying from them. Who stooped me from ARV, my self. If i did not stop, I would have died and would be just counted in the stats as ” another AIDS death. I COMMITED in 2001 when i started ARV that there are two places that will not call my name ” 1 is the motuary 2 its the statistics office of the deaths”. I meant it that is why I have refused death until I defeated death. Learn from me, deleting my writtings will not teach you anything about pure living. Living is when you know the value of life. Near death experiences I have gone through have given me the value so much that when I have no shoes it matters not as long as I have peace, sleep and life, that is what I am here for, living also means caring for the other who want to live.

In 31 minutes you delete information that can make you a better watch dog. Get serious or change your name, you are not living up to it, be a “Consumer Killer”. I have felt it to speak about it.It took me 9 years to say what I am saying today, so I have my ducks in a row, where are yours?

Come to Molepolole and see me personally, I will show you all the reason why I am not going to be quiet for any one, I will be known as a ” LUNATIC ” but i see myself as a LOADED LOOSE CANON, any one on the way will be run over. Call me “LOADED LOOSE CANON”. A lunatic can be treated but what can you do with an loose canon, you only give the loaded loose canon way. My REAL NAMES ARE MRS ONNIE MARY MOYO PHUTHE CROSS CHECK THEM ON MY ID IF YOU SO WISH.

DIVORCING THE MAN IN THE BOTTLE

Karri Stokely – holds the sharp end of the knife

http://www.myspace.com/rethinkaids
“Mmangwana o tshwara Thipa ka fa bogaleng”
This says that a baby’s mother would rather hold the sharp end of the knife and loose her hand than to let her baby get cut. We use this to show how a woman will stand to defend what she believes to be true and knows to be true.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.

Ambrose Redmoon

A woman will go all the way to even hold the sharp end of a knife for someone she knows not, only to spare that person’s life and loose her own arm in the process, a woman will not want praise for that, she will walk away and go to nurse her arm with happiness for a life saved and not the pain of a bleeding arm. for a woman blood lost is life lost, that i why our tears will often roll down our cheek as a sign of saying ” If It was I, making the decision , I would not make one that includes suffering, pain and death for my people, i would mak a decision that would allow growth and happiness”.

There is more to a woman, that what the naked eye sees. Women hold the power of the world and let men lead but again it is the women who pay with their lives, their childrens lives. This payment is the one that makes women purely strong and of an unshakeable nature. Women of the world lets all clebrate our womanhood with our actions, holding the knife at the sharp end to protect our children & men. We do it with love and not with guns, we protect them with our advocacy and not with weapons, but when weapons are used we block them with our naked hand and shed blood for our children and men. Women shed blood you can not see, it is the heart shedding blood within.

Each child that walks the earth has a mother and that mother is you and me, each man that walks the earth has a mother and that mother is you and me. For a woman there is not an obstacle for motherhood, we are mothers not by falling pregnant only but with our love and compassion we are mothers to all children and to all men. Women not having our your child does not say you are a mother, it only says the world loved you so much that it wants all your attention at all times 24/7. I love all women of the world even the girl child is the woman of tomorrow. No woman no world no future.

“Pay no attention to what the critics say; no statue has ever been erected to a critic.”
Jean Sibelius
Finnish Composer

Any time the 2nd person questions the 1st person, the 3rd must start digging for the truth

You are th third person start digging for the truth. There is no smoke with out fire. I watch the other day a guy making fire the old way no match, there was no fire until the smoke came and with the smoke, came fire.

http://www.tig.org.za/Achmat%20Eng%20colour.pdf

children are Africa of tomorrow, look out for them.

Don’t just relax and ignore the smoke, it is signal of fire, that the clothes your are wearing are about to go on fire. If your ignore, you burn the whole body, to ashes. Believe everything as is, they you are bound to be lied to , scrutinise, double check, find your own facts and the truth on all the information given to you. Ask people to give you evidence. I am the evidence for myself and the evidence of what i believe in and now that i have check out the information very well, and link my self to be the evidence, i just did not believe it , its a 9 year process slow dangerous but I have references of my own body.
Fellow Africans, do not interprete medicines as help. How did your ancestors survive without all the pharmaceutical medicines and vaccines? Why did they not die like flies? After abondining our traditional foods, medicines, taboos and practices, we began dying like flies. Why?

Always know your roots, a tree with no roots, is a dead tree, how ever big it is.

Heavy 1000 kg gold chain around my neck called “Denial”.

This tag on my forehead that says HIV + has been erased. It has been erased in the most painful and difficult circumstances. 100% of the time when you read any part of this blog and hear me say I was infected and no longer is infected , its a fact based saying , not only on my own findings, but on scientific none biased information available on the links you will find in my blog and on the comments.

This is the most difficult situation since I am tagged yet with another tag, this one is a heavy 1000 kg gold chain around my neck called “Denial”.

How is it possible that after 8 years of taking ARV changing them four times I can just suddenly deny HIV and AIDS unless I have found some facts that are different from what I have always been brain washed with.

At any given moment if any one is in denial is the ones who are staffing us with ARV which in fact is killing more people that no intervention at all, worse of all, the death is slow and painful, and that death comes every day, until the day it comes for the final pick up.

Dear reader, open your eyes, 30 years is too long to be a mistake for HIV and AIDS. 30 years has given enough profits to the HIV and AIDS lies. Just do your own research, you might not survive when you find the truth, its too hard to handle after all the suffering we go through, your survival will become sharing.

As Africans we are are continuing to staff our continent with Killer information and Killer Drugs, don’t you think it’s worth checking out at least for your own good, if what it is being said is true about HIV and AIDS. Why not question the possibility that this time, we can actually have the truth and base our lives on this truth. This truth that I have found out, is a life saver, and I don’t have to take toxic drugs to believe it or to live the truth.

This Truth is core for survival, why do we need all the drugs/ tablets/ pills/ medicines. What we need is herbs, reputable herbs such as an African product called SUTHERLANDIA OPC check it out at
www.sutherlandiaopc.com
We in Africa, have what can save us, let us from now on look within our own means to survive. There are many in Africa who know herbs, many can testify to completely healing disease with herbs, and the patient also surviving. The ARV we so dearly trust is said to prolong life. Even one second of prolonged life is prolonged life. It does not say it will save our lives and improve the quality of life. Rather from my own experience, my quality of life was demolished, crushed, and emptied ever since I was on ARV. I have stopped, not because of denial but because the ARV was killing me and there is no HIV virus.

I have not died for a purpose. The purpose is for very African to know, that proper food, proper natural herbs are key to survival. Food security in Africa would be a relevant intervention for all the people who are in poverty, that giving them ARV. We are the most affected.

Do not deny yourself the chance of knowing the truth, just because there are adherence counsellors in clinics who tell us without ARV we will die. Take it for me, with ARV you will definitely die and so it is with all other toxic medication for chronic conditions.

If you have an old old lady or old old man in your village or community, go and ask him/her what did he /she lived on to survive up to their current age. He/She will tell you they never ate junk food e.g tomato sauce, white rice, mayonnaise, white bread and all the processed foods, and never feed of medicine e.g ARV, High Blood Pills, Vaccines e.t.c , but they fed of pure natural foods that they planted and laboured for. Our labour to produce what we eat is part of healthy living. My mum was born 1956. She labours in the garden under the sun, she does not eat Junk or processed foods ever since we were young. She does not have any disease and she is not on any toxic chronic medication. Herbs were also available in a clean environment. I also this personally the people who lived in the past controlled their greed.

We need to take steps back and revisit our life styles and calling denying HIV and AIDS is halting your chance of learning the truth. Call me all you want, its perfect by me, but learn the truth, I love you, that is why I care so much to share. I gain nothing but only happiness when one more person like me is saved. Be the next one to be saved, save your self and your loved ones.

Thank you for taking off the pure heavy gold 1000 kg chain off my neck, now, don’t wear it on your neck.

Wow my shoulders do feel light. I am not in denial.

“The will to do springs from the knowledge that we can do”. James Allen
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