Only the truth acts like oil in water – it floats to be seen

Woman who was Living with HIV and AIDS in Botswana diagnosed 2001 May 27 with HIV Type 1 and HIV Type 2. Circumstances are not negative or positive, circumstances are neutral. It is our thinking, our mental state, our perspective, that makes a circumstance positive or negative.

(see this)
http://www.virusmyth.com/aids/controversy.htm

“Everything in the universe has its opposite. There would be no inside to a room without an outside. You have a right and left side to your body, a front and a back. Every up has a down and every down has an up. The Law of Polarity not only states that everything has an opposite — it is equal and opposite. If it was three feet from the floor up to the table, it would be three feet from the table down to the floor. If it is 150 miles from Manchester to London, by law it must be 150 miles from London to Manchester; it could not be any other way.

“If something you considered bad happens in your life, there has to be something good about it. If it was only a little bad, when you mentally work your way around to the other side, you will find it will only be a little good.” Using Bob’s example, when I find myself in trying circumstances I put the circumstance in the middle of a circle.  I then mentally walk around the circumstance until I’m on the other side.  Then I let my mind go to work examining things from that perspective.  And I’m never disappointed at what I find.  Bob Proctor

So it’s even more clear from Bob’s teaching that every circumstance can be viewed two ways. It’s the way we view a circumstance that determines it’s impact on our thinking and mental state. And we know from James Allen’s teaching that that determines the quality of life that we live.

No matter how bad the circumstance appears to be, taking another look, from another perspective, reveals to us the good. Or, as Napoleon Hill, author of the classic Think and Grow Rich, wrote, “Every adversity, every failure and every heartache carries with it the seed of an equivalent or a greater benefit.”

In 2001 the roll out of ARV therapy in Botswana was just starting , I was using my medical aid and as sick as I was, time was running out for me according to my doctors with regard to ARV initiation. Because of the HIV+ diagnoses, not much was done to help the running diarrhea and vomiting from a bacteria called h.pyllori. Many people are left untreated from conditions that can actually be treated while they still go through the perfected process of arv enrollment. My Medical Aid had to do all tests before initiation of therapy, it was good because what I got after ARV was easy to know I got from the drugs. This was good, but back then, I was hanging with a thread and patience was like a diamond, I could not bear the process, I was told that I could not make it to the end of the month. I started treatment. Good for me then, but unfortunate for all those who died from using HIV / Aids treatment.
My heart goes out to them, because they took part to make a difference not knowing that the HIV they were taking ARV for has never been purified not proven to exist as a virus in its current mainstream status. Let’s all take the time to acknowledge each person that went through the trials of the Arv’s in all countries. People sacrificed their bodies, time, and lives. I thank you all, and for those who are no longer alive Rest In Peace.
I wish every one to know what is true, but as you are aware, the current media fiasco knowledge you are getting of HIV and AIDS is keeping you in the fear zone.
Fear not.
Make use of this site, the links you get here and else were, so you can launch your own investigative task force. Do this for you, and for the future of your kids and neighbours and your country.

Profit and commercialisation of HIV has made many rich while many have been wipped off the face of earth either by the ARV’s or the wide spread scarey knowledge of HIV and AIDS. This commercialisation has led to pockets full of money for pharmaceuticals and further compromised immune systems of the innocent due to implementors barking hau hau at the wrong tree for 30 years.

This what ever it is has not been proven to be sexually, transmitted let alone its existence click here .
About pmtct click hereOnnie
The following story is from www.inspirationpeak.com

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room’s only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. And every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color of the rainbow. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance. As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene. One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by. Although the other man couldn’t hear the band – he could see it in his mind’s eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words. Days and weeks passed. One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep. She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away. As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch, and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone. Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look at the world outside. Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it for himself. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed. It faced a blank wall. The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window. The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall. She said, “Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.”

Some daily Quotes for you and for me

No one person ever gets to the top without any one pushing him/her up

I say this as an acknowledgement and appreciation to all who have visited this blog. Without any of your comments both here and at Facebook I would not have grown, I would not have been encouraged, I would not have had a reason to go on from the 1st day I logged in to creat this blog.

All you did was making me strong and polishing me in to who I am today. Polishing a diamond is a dusty process but the finished product is like a warmth to the heart, the beauty is unmeasurable, and this is what i see in all the comments and acquaintances that I made in 2009. I hope for more friends in 2010 and beyond, while nurturing the ones I made in 2009 and before.

Lastly I would like to thank God Who is the One Who gave me this opportunity to met you all, and for you to have shared your knowledge with me thus developing me.

I would like to end by wishing you, your families , your loved ones a merry Xmas and a very happy prosperous new year 2010. Let God add to your lives a light that will let the darkness varnish in an instant. Where there is light darkness does not prevail. Darkness can be in may forms, even ignorance is darkness, not knowing something is darkness, being lied to can also keep you in darkness. Strive at all times to see light, no matter the situation looks dark, pitch black, remember there is always a silver lining on every black cloud.

Honesty, love, hope are sources of light, no other light can light the human soul/spirit. Look not at your now, it does not define you, look at your tomorrow which i the next second you decide to look at your tomorrow. In tomorrow there is ample hope, ample love, and ample honesty. Feed yourself with these 3 and you will indeed be satisfied.

I said yourself because what you touch is your body and it’s not you, its where you are housed, its not you. The real you, always intends good for self and others. God bless. You are your own greatest lover, tell yourself, of this great love. I just said it ” I love you Onnie and thank you for 2009″.

”I take rejection as someone blowing a bugle in my ear to wake me up and get going, rather than retreat”.
Sylvester Stallion – Actor , Writer and Director

”Living at risk is jumping off the cliff and building wings on the way down”.
Ray Bradbury – Author of more than 500 literay works

” I never perfected an invention that I did not think about in terms of the service it might give others.. I find out what the world needs, then I proceed to invent”.
Thomas Alva Edison – America’s most successful inventor

with these few words we closed 2009 and doors of 2010 open, look the handle is turning. Happy 2010.

Le kamoso bagaetsho.

What’s news, why then is news not on the news for the world’s attention?

http://www.naturalnews.com/027631_AIDS_House_of_Numbers.html

Looking and working with the people who have been told “you are hiv +” is the most difficult thing to do when one is like myself and knows both sides of the coin. A flip, the same like I did leaving ARV can change a lot of the complaints that patients have. It also ignites a spark of hopefulness which by the way can never be purchased at any price nor at any Big pharma dealer.

The thing I have learnt in these few days away from home is that

1. People who know the truth in many world issues say nothing.
2. The public is indeed brain washed in to thinking they can never make it with out ARV’s.
3. The use of condoms has reduced sex in to something like spitting saliva while walking on a street. The condom ads have made it look like it matters not to have sex with any one as long as you wear a condom both male and female. Not carrying a condom all the time in ones pocket is unacceptable as per the ads, as if having sex is an accident. The only time having sex is an accident is during rape/ incest. The adverts I have seen with my eyes are totally useless in being associated with behavior change which is the key output in th ads. Condom adverts advertise sexuality as something that is tangible, in a drum and is about to finish, as if its sweets for give away. I think strongly that we need some messages that actually make it seen that having planned sexual intercourse is not inhuman but is an important part of living.
4. People don’t really know if the are alive, they just miss out days and years only to wait for death that does not come as quickly as they are made to think.
5. Loss of self-worth is on the rise, can also be called low self-esteem, which ever but human self-worth and ability has been corroded from the minds of man kind. The one who is showing to care more is the one who is in the forefront of destruction of human race. WHO IS THIS BY THE WAY – I think Governments.

QUESTIONS I ASK MYSELF

1. Is the world over populated that we need to kill so many humans, who needs the space?
2. Has the human being been reduced in to a money machine, which after pumping the money out, its disposal is of no concern?
3. Why has profit been the core in caring for human kind ( i mean the real opposite here, “killing” is the right word) is it caring or meno masweu a a bolayang a tshega?
4. Why do the ones who speak the truth get faced off the earth?
5. What was the motive behind starting the HIV and AIDS scarecrow who has benefited and who has lost?
6. Who stands to benefit and how do they benefit from the mass losses of life caused by ARV’s and neglecting Poverty with leads to malnutrition then death?
7. Alcohol and drugs have been here, why is their use so excessive and why has this become an epidemic which no one speaks off?
8. Why do countries that generate profit via wars are not as affected by HIV and AIDS as those countries which are not at war, are these interchangeable ( hiv and aids or war)?
9. Who makes more revenue from selling arms?
10. Which country contributes to more of the harmful gases released in to the atmosphere?
11. How does all the vaccines, pills and chronic illness drugs affect the life span of humans?
12. If all these questions and more were answered honestly, and changes made with people in mind, what kind of world would we have then?
13. What has happened to all the honest discoveries that were made by our forefathers – the principles that they left?
14. What is news and what is the purpose of news and who hears the news and why the particular subject is chosen?
15. Is there a whole world President, since it seems none of the heads of state want to act to make the world a sane world, is there a disadvantage to have the world sane, on the contrary what are the benefits of an insane world?
16. How did our great grandparents manage what seems to be making us perish as people, animals are better cared for and better managed and remember either wild or domesticated, why is this so?
17. Animals and nature are in control of themselves until humans show up, why?
18. If you could be the world President what is the one thing that you could change and why that very one?
19. Do you think people who will move to Mars will be simple people like you and me, would there be public transport and if yes why, if no why?
20. After Mars, where are we going to be off to?

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The truth is like a rupturing valcano, sitting on the mouth of the valcano will not stop it from rupturing, its process that is in its own control”

Imagine Africa – Knowing HIV & AIDS does not exist

I am now imagining Africans (Botswana citizens) knowing the other side of Aids and HIV. This knowledge of the truth about HIV and AIDS will teach us the basic facts – we abondoned our culture, our food, our practices and picked up the bad practices that the Western world is trying to get rid off. We saw what we call civilasation as eating dead foods, depending on toxic medication, getting an education that says we have rights. Our rights left something critical behind responsibilities. Africa track back foot by foot and pick up where we went wrong. There is a lot of good that has come with civilastion , lets keep the good and drop the dangers that are killing us, one of them is looking don on our cultural practices / ancestors practices.

Our key responsibility is to forever maintain our culture. I also used to think my parents are too hard on me. Now I see, that it is I as a youth then who did not want to do the basic responsiblities a member of the family. Now, when I listen to the radio on the programs that are telephone call in, parents want to give up , why. No matter how much the youth disregards parents teachings and warnings, we are not to give up. We need to revisit our stratergies, are we using fear, then that does not work may be we just have to tell the truth, specially to the youth. Tomorrow these youth are parents of tomorrow and will use what you keep trying to tell them for their own kids. I am doing the same for my kids, I have learnt the lessons from my own youth, so I have proof of what I speak of. Let your child know that you have travelled the route he / she is in now, and if your proud to look back , say so equally if you are not say so. It helps to tell the truth. I speak to my kids with out giving up. It’s stressing but one day hopefully it will sink in and the kids will not look back and say my parents did nothing when I was pulling astray.

Our culture requires us to be an extended family link. This helps with support for when there are issues that one house hold can not handled by that particular family. The uncles and cousins and so on play a key role, that ill never b old fashioned, it needs to be rekindled urgently.
I think that going back especially to the cultural foods and herbs will resolve a lot of health issues for starters. Our history says a lot about our roots. Our Chieftanship is a reservation of our culture and it’s still as relvant as it was in the past in maintaining culture. All African countries need to revisit their lost culture, reisntate it and only then will we Africans be bold enough to accept our wrongs and progress further with our strengths. We have many strengths but they lie in history, let’s dig them out, and live them practically, those that will add value, let’s promote them, that is our missing link to our good old strong selves. Lets not only have memories from our grand parents, let’s make our own memories, we are also grand parents for our kids, so they will do the same for their kids, and that will be history. Look at us now, we expct a food basket to help our late sisters or brothers kids. In the past, it was our responsibility with out any incentive from Government to take the orphaned children in. This is a part of our cusltur that we need to revive as urgently as possible.

HIV and AIDS are not the only ills we need to resolve in our societis in Africa. If we resolve the cultural issues, we shall then resolve the HIV and AIDS issues in the same package. My neighbour would not sleep with out food, we used to share, lets revive that too. Our culture is not evil, let’s change our mindset and not look down on our culture. This culture is what has made you can never be evil. Religion or no religion we are Africans, we had som kind of religion, every perosn on earth believes in someone more Superior them themselves. Let’s be proud to be Africans. I am proud to be an African, and I am proud to be a Motswana- I can not trade it for anything else, don’t trade your culture either, African or not.

HIV test, passport to body toxicity, passport to AIDS

The nightmare of my 8 years on ARV would begin with a little prick on my figure, an HIV test. 2001, I went for a test as it was the only thing that I had to do. It opened horrible doors for me, it never opened a door of hope as it is said an HIV test is like a life passport. One decision can change your life for ever Anthony Robbins.

It was a passport of ARV that is what it was. I grew up in a home, where beating kids was the way, children get a hiding but when the hiding ends with stitches in a hospital it’s no longer a hiding, but it a great concern. It is on of the things that has helped me mould in to a tough headed woman, one who can not go with out solutions. I took it as a positive effect. The negative one would have left me moaning until my grave. When I got my result of HIV, I was rushed in to ARV therapy as it was said my cd4 was 201 and viral load 650 000 copies/ml of blood. I only saw death as well; doctors told me I was one foot in the grave. I began ARV, I got worse, I went from watery stools to a watery tap of none stop diarrhea and bloated stomach. Was it really worth it, for my body’s sake, the profit sake it was worth every dime. A pharmacist old man once said if that diahrea does not stop, we need to put a stop cock in your backside, then may it will stop. It was a joke of course but all the drugs I was collecting from him and finishing my medical aid he was sure I should be getting better, but no, worse. My fiancée then, Edison who is now my husband insisted that it was the ARV that was worsening me, then the doctor agreed to move me from the 1st on to the second one, the tap was open for over 12 months. You can see the whole list of the wonderful toxins I stuffed down my throat at hivskeptic.com . You can also see the dreadful side effects that I truly relate to here. There is a Book called Debating AZT. We say ”Nko e e sa dupeleleng” meaning if I had a nose that lead me to this book I would not have taken AZT for 7 years nor would I had spent a lot of money chasing a ghost of my illness yet I personally swallowed the diasabbling ill health every day for 7+ years. I was made to believe as long as the cd4 is going up and the viral lod is below detactable all is well, it was like tht for the from 6 weeks of treatment but 8 years down the line, I am now learning the head control which is taught to a 1 week old baby. Leaving ARV now has left with with rehab I need to get done in a hospital but I will not use them, I dont trust them.These to indicators that thy focused progress of treatment with have costd m dearly, only a brave heart to leave ARV has kept me alive today, without it I am like anyone else who could have died from the side effects. Thye say the side effect out weigh the threat of dying from AIDS, I say its vise versa. I will work on reversing the side effects myself with the help of nature. I looked ok but burned in the fires of hell within. I spent from April 2003 until June 2009 burning in the fires of hell. It hurts to hurt your self, without the knowledge of doing so. I say hell, because I have been there. The devil is friendlier than the effects of ARV to the human body.

I have no scar to show you physically but if you go to my heart, soul and memory / mind you will find ravaging scars left, just like you will find the patches from a veld fire. The is a special machine that is used to see these scars, my memory. These scars can not heal because the same fires though I have stopped ARV especially AZT are still burning the human velds of the people still taking them. I want to apologise for even thinking any one whom I had sexual contact with has infected me. This mind set that I had, has always made me look to another person for the positive test I have, that is wrong and I was wrong. I have with me a sexual relationship that is of no condom protection since 2001. The partner is my husband, he strictly followed the mainstream rules of testing every three months and eventually early this year he stopped. He said he is just witch hunting in his own body.

Today its like the mainstream knows the can of worms is open and so they have tightend and magnified the campaigns that are pro hiv medicines and pro hiv tests, pro condoms, pro toxins and pro hopelessness, pro fear. The human population has lost the meaning of love and trust, just because of a small prick on the fingure. This prick will create all what we are trying so hard to fight as the word is used. I don’t like using the word fight since its explanation can be many fold. This is a huge fight that is keeping the truth from being known. The Mainstream of Aids has too many parties with conflict of interest, so funding is big. They have the money of course, its been many years of profitability, so there is no hurt in spending more to keep the world population brain washed especially in Africa. We are treated like a chicken farm for eggs. The cracked or broken eggs don’t make it in to the supermarket shelf, I wonder where they go, they of course get accounted for. Those who don’t make it from ARV go to the motuary and end in the grave, we the families account for our loses, no one else does except the death stats by the end of the day get counted.

I am glad my parents gave birth to me as stubbon as I am. I never allowed oppression from the information about HIV and AIDS to rule my life. Do not allow yourself to be oppressed by a piece of information or paper that you can tear up. HIV IS NOT KILLER MACHINE IT’S I SAID TO BE, IT JUST AI’NT THERE, BUT THE KILLER IS THERE ON THE LOOSE, THE INFORMATION About HIV and AIDS in the mainstream and ARV/ HAART. I am sure they will call me mad for this one but it the truth. People are still dying from poverty, why can we not address that?

My task now is to expose, the brain washing that is continuing. One on one will still work, if I have the money I would print something that would leave the mainstream with their pants down. I suggest they all buy elephant skin belts and tighten their pants and skirts, a strong wind is coming and they are the target, lest they remain naked. I have been the target and now the boomerang is returning in their direction. Don’t say I did not warn you, it not from me only, its from the whole world, every one is affected by this AIDS DOGMA. The main stream said it ”every one is affected”, watch out for the boomerangs, they coming from all corners of the earth, their target , is my target.

Someone has kept me safe for My Assignment

When we go through difficult times, we only do so to become the best of who we were meant to be. Easy times don’t sharpen us, even a poloshing a diamond to a beautiful finish needs friction. The friction that we face in out daily lives leaves beautiful souls that are as they were.

You can only achieve this by looking at the friction in your life as a challenge that can be over come. I always believe that in anything, there is a solution, no matter who would tell me otherwise. I have met more educated Proffessors who told me I will land in the grave or if lucky in a wheel chair. There is nothing wrong with the grave or the wheel chair. What matters is the way you go to the grave or the wheel chair, it must never be out of lack of hope. Either way, loss of hope and lack of trust in God are not in my mind, and can’t ever be.

I want to remind you that success in life is based on hard slogging. There will be periods when discouragement is great and upsetting, and the antidote for this is calmness and fortitude and a modest yet firm belief in your competence. Be sure that your priorities are in order so that you can proceed in a logical manner, and be ever mindful that nothing will take the place of persistence.

Walter Annenberg

I have too much room for improvement because I trust in the one who is more Superior above the human race. All that the world has acheived, has done so because the Superior One God, leads us to discover what has never been discovered before. There are tangable discoveries and there are discoveries of onself, within one self. To discover anything that any one can hold or the eye can see, you must first discover yourself within. You need to know who you are, love who you are, embrace who you are, acknowledge your Creator and acknowlege your parents, acknowlege your family,give more, complement others more, only then will you get the eye to see the unseen and mind to think the unthought of.

I see myself a powerhouse. The power of the tongue as it says in the bible stand daily in my life. I will limit my life with my thoughts and I will limit my life with my tongue. I did not learn this by myself, I was guided by all of you in the world, but mostly by God. He has sent me in to the places and to people who give me insight of what it is that will make me live. The best part about all this, I have learnt to appreciate truth, environment, people, myself and nature. The truth came about from my hardships which I saw as only challenges, appreciating environment also came from the same hardships that I saw a challenges. Even the days when I felt my spirit was departing from my body (dying), I found something to remain here to do. What I insisted I as not ready to leave yet for , is not what is am doing now. What I am doing now was the hidden real truth of why I was kept from dying. We are all believers whether we go to church or not, be all believe in some one Supreme.

I remember, verbalising it saying ” I cant die, I need to witness our foruth President take oath in October 2008″. That to some one would be no reason, but that is the only reason that i saw and used to come back. So when faced with a situation, what ever comes to your mind, don’t question it because the real reason you will be kept from dying is hidden from you. It will only be revealed once you have travelled all the paths, met all the people who are part of the journey in to your new assisgnement.

My assignment is just to tell the truth as I see it, as I have lived it as it has also been seen and lived by others, it is only based in the best interest of people, no threat or insult can stop that assignment. I is on I gained with my own tears and pain. The highest graduation of education on earth can never measure up to one who graduates from hardships , illness, pain and one who begins to know themself. Knowledge of self and acknowledgment of My Creator has been key in the finished product called Onnie that you see today.

The fishermen know that the sea is dangerous and the storm terrible, but they have never found these dangers sufficient reasons for remaining ashore.

Vincent Van Gogh

Fear and loss of hope ar our worse enemies, get rid of them and see no one or nothing else as an enemy, even a dance with the evil will not hurt you as much as fear and hopelessness could.

Always remember

Naming & Shaming “Denialists” has not kept the truth from exposure. The “Supreme Hand” at work

HIV can be cleared naturally – this is from the discoverer of HIV himself

Brief History of where the original AIDS dogma started.

Why there are people who are called “Denialists” in the field of HIV and AIDS. Denialists / AIDS Dissidents mean no harm but are translated in to harm. They know the truth from the begining but are cut out because it would affect profitability of the Big Pharma and the Prestigeous Awards. Now what we see here is a statement that could have saved many lives lost from ARV = AIDS, Malnutrition and the Stress from hopelessness.

Do not be impatient with your seemingly slow progress. Do not try to run faster than you presently can. If you are studying, reflecting and trying, you are making progress whether you are aware of it or not. A traveler walking the road in the darkness of night is still going forward. Someday, some way, everything will break open, like the natural unfolding of a rosebud.

Vernon Howard, 1918-1992
American Author and Spiritual Teacher

I dedicate http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tKyIBYKoT20 to all whose lives were lost, to all who have lost loved ones, to all who are currently on ARV and to all who have HIV + result, to all who refused ARV, to all who stopped ARV, to all the babies whose mothers took the toxic PMTCT, to all who have waited to know the truth, to all who walk the earth in truth, to all who spoke up when others are numbed by the circumstances in life that they face, to all who watched their loved one groan in pain ,to all who lost lives for trying to expose the truth about HIV and AIDS, to all who stood up to the lies and were shamed for telling the ruth ( Thabo Mbeki and The Pope) to all who wanted the truth to be told, to all who have persevered until today and will do beyond today, to all who are afraid of leaving therapy based on what they were told and not what their body’s are telling them the drug is doing, to all who will not hear this and pass on without this knowledge, to all who have no access to internet, to all media houses who will broadcast the truth as is,to all who have to look their children in they and know they have been told their Kid is HIV+, to all doctors who will no longer be drug pushers,to all who have children’s interests at heart – children are our future – we see ourselves in them, to all pharmaceuticals who will donate all what they got from ARV in to rehab for us who have the destruction of arv in our bodies, to all who will fund organic food security projects especially in Africa, to all who participated in the drug trials and lost lives, to all who participated in drug trials and got ill,to all the orphans, to all the rape victims who had to take arv propholaxis, to all doctors and nurses who had to take the arv as propholaxis, to all who had to administer the drug to their loved ones, to all who have prescribed ARV to th world, to all who had to draw the blood from our veins every 3 months for monitoring, to all who have spent sleepless nights because they pricked themselves with their patient’s injection, to all who transported the arv’s, to all who have lost babies to ARV/medicinal toxicity, to all who have faced Stigma and descrimination from having an HIV+ test result, to all who are Rethinking AIDS The Perth Group and to YOU my dear who has just read this.

Nothing is more difficult to overcome than the problems we thought were already overcome.

Alexis de Tocqueville

Goverments now were measuring they progress in addressing HIV and AIDS, but now, they ned to RETHINKall they have implemented for the past years. This has been the blind leading the blind. Rethinking Aids is an eye opener, you can have blindness not of sight but of knowledge and blindness of the will to know.

Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young. The greatest thing in life is to keep your mind young.”

Henry Ford

People who have blindness of sight to me , see much more clearly than those who dont, the see with their soul which sees free better than the eye balls we think we see with. Let the blind lead us (“Denialists”), the see with their soul, reject as your own choice, but knowledge will be engraved on our soul.

Only a powerful soul can offer love. Only a powerful soul can afford to be humble. If we are weak, then we become selfish. If we are empty, we take; but if we are filled, we automatically give to all. That is our nature.

Dadi Prakashmani, 1922-2007

When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life.
Greg Anderson
American Author and Cancer Survivor

A “lunatic” no but a “loaded loose canon exposing the HIV & AIDS DOGMA”

A columnist Consumer Watchdog news paper on line called Mmegi facilited the removal of my online add at www.rekarekisa.com. I am sure someone else asked them to.

When i got an email from the Webmaster that it was an offence to talk about disease being healed by any natural product as an advert. I knew someone as behind it and I said nothing. I was sure it will come out in the open who is behind all this.

I am very disappointed in the Consumer Watchdog especially that they should be looking out for consumer interests and they are not. It took 31 minutes to delete my on line ad because it talked about HIV and AIDS together with Natural products, yet it took me 9 years to talk with experience and proof about it.

I love to be called names especially names that the caller will not want to be called. I have been called a “Lunatic” and “Dangerous” and it has been said that I must not get away with saying “Divorcing Arv is the best thing you can do for yourself”.

What makes me sad though is that it took 31 minutes to delete the ad. Why did Onnie come up with such things even if she is a lunatic. Did you stop and wonder, there is no smoke without fire. Check this out, you may also call them names but there is accuracy, intergrity and most of all a watchdog spirit for the world at large here VIRUS MYTH AIDS WEBSITE</strong> click on more citations. So why did’nt the Watch dog check out the information instead of acting like an empty vessel which makes huge noise. When you hear something, its important to divorce your feelings from what you have heard, then investigate, the matter, find out what is being said, is it crazy or true.

On Monday morning I called Consumer Watchdog and said “Hey go to www.kefodile.wordpress.com”. The ad you deleted had nothing comapared to what you will find at that site, feast you eyes and get informed, after all you say you are “Consumer Watchdog”.

Now the reason the website is safe is that even if they delete me from the face of the earth, the blog will live on. I mean no harm, I have also gotten off the drugs my self, so I am my own Geunie pig. I have future plans and I am not intending to die, if that is what they think, nor am i trying to kill other people. Not at all. What people read gives them a choice to know the other hidden side of HIV and AIDS. I can not walk the earth and feel happy, secure because I have stopped ARV and I am now better and be quiet about it. No ways, they will have to chop my head off to make me quiet.

It is my expriences and other peoples that is one this blog. Secondly its long years of scientific research that is published but kept off the eyes,ears and minds of people. People are left to think an HIV test needs ARV, THIS IS NOT TRUE. HIV CAUSES AIDS THIS IS ALSO NOT TRUE, HIV IS SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED THIS IS ALSO NOT TRUE, ARV’s PROLONG LIFE, THIS IS NOT TRUE EITHER. AFRICA WAKE UP BOTSWANA WAKE UP.

I do not need permission to talk about my own shortcommings nor my sufferings nor my experiences.

I bet a million British Pounds that scaring people with HIV and AIDS as it is done now does not address the issues at all. The adverts i always see are so irrelavant that its a waste of airtime. What is it that we are all trying to achive? GOOD HEALTH for the people. Moral issues of promiscuity are the focus of campains. Does this add any value to someone with a compromised immune system, no it does not, does it help for people to change no. No one will alter his / her life out of fear, they will even become worse off.

So in future, if you see information you hate, don’t erase it, just kill the writter becuase that is the only way to queit the writter. Even then after killing the writter the written words will continue long after the person is dead.

Advice is, approach the Lunatic ask how come they say what they say, you may get an education from a lunatic like Onnie. I have prepared for this battle long before it started, you have just been caught with their pants down, so you panic. Don’t just research.

Please check information before publishing as you state. my phone numbers, location and everything were there on the ad, get your facts right to be credible.

Don’t panic, at all. If you fix your eyes on what is seen you may not ever know the goddies that lie beyond the horizon. Challenge your self, don’t threaten me with the law.
Where was the law when I was taking toxic drugs for 9 years and nearly dying from them. Who stooped me from ARV, my self. If i did not stop, I would have died and would be just counted in the stats as ” another AIDS death. I COMMITED in 2001 when i started ARV that there are two places that will not call my name ” 1 is the motuary 2 its the statistics office of the deaths”. I meant it that is why I have refused death until I defeated death. Learn from me, deleting my writtings will not teach you anything about pure living. Living is when you know the value of life. Near death experiences I have gone through have given me the value so much that when I have no shoes it matters not as long as I have peace, sleep and life, that is what I am here for, living also means caring for the other who want to live.

In 31 minutes you delete information that can make you a better watch dog. Get serious or change your name, you are not living up to it, be a “Consumer Killer”. I have felt it to speak about it.It took me 9 years to say what I am saying today, so I have my ducks in a row, where are yours?

Come to Molepolole and see me personally, I will show you all the reason why I am not going to be quiet for any one, I will be known as a ” LUNATIC ” but i see myself as a LOADED LOOSE CANON, any one on the way will be run over. Call me “LOADED LOOSE CANON”. A lunatic can be treated but what can you do with an loose canon, you only give the loaded loose canon way. My REAL NAMES ARE MRS ONNIE MARY MOYO PHUTHE CROSS CHECK THEM ON MY ID IF YOU SO WISH.

DIVORCING THE MAN IN THE BOTTLE

Karri Stokely – holds the sharp end of the knife

http://www.myspace.com/rethinkaids
“Mmangwana o tshwara Thipa ka fa bogaleng”
This says that a baby’s mother would rather hold the sharp end of the knife and loose her hand than to let her baby get cut. We use this to show how a woman will stand to defend what she believes to be true and knows to be true.

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else is more important than fear.

Ambrose Redmoon

A woman will go all the way to even hold the sharp end of a knife for someone she knows not, only to spare that person’s life and loose her own arm in the process, a woman will not want praise for that, she will walk away and go to nurse her arm with happiness for a life saved and not the pain of a bleeding arm. for a woman blood lost is life lost, that i why our tears will often roll down our cheek as a sign of saying ” If It was I, making the decision , I would not make one that includes suffering, pain and death for my people, i would mak a decision that would allow growth and happiness”.

There is more to a woman, that what the naked eye sees. Women hold the power of the world and let men lead but again it is the women who pay with their lives, their childrens lives. This payment is the one that makes women purely strong and of an unshakeable nature. Women of the world lets all clebrate our womanhood with our actions, holding the knife at the sharp end to protect our children & men. We do it with love and not with guns, we protect them with our advocacy and not with weapons, but when weapons are used we block them with our naked hand and shed blood for our children and men. Women shed blood you can not see, it is the heart shedding blood within.

Each child that walks the earth has a mother and that mother is you and me, each man that walks the earth has a mother and that mother is you and me. For a woman there is not an obstacle for motherhood, we are mothers not by falling pregnant only but with our love and compassion we are mothers to all children and to all men. Women not having our your child does not say you are a mother, it only says the world loved you so much that it wants all your attention at all times 24/7. I love all women of the world even the girl child is the woman of tomorrow. No woman no world no future.
http://karristokely.blogspot.com/

“Pay no attention to what the critics say; no statue has ever been erected to a critic.”
Jean Sibelius
Finnish Composer

Any time the 2nd person questions the 1st person, the 3rd must start digging for the truth

You are th third person start digging for the truth. There is no smoke with out fire. I watch the other day a guy making fire the old way no match, there was no fire until the smoke came and with the smoke, came fire.

http://www.tig.org.za/Achmat%20Eng%20colour.pdf

children are Africa of tomorrow, look out for them.

Don’t just relax and ignore the smoke, it is signal of fire, that the clothes your are wearing are about to go on fire. If your ignore, you burn the whole body, to ashes. Believe everything as is, they you are bound to be lied to , scrutinise, double check, find your own facts and the truth on all the information given to you. Ask people to give you evidence. I am the evidence for myself and the evidence of what i believe in and now that i have check out the information very well, and link my self to be the evidence, i just did not believe it , its a 9 year process slow dangerous but I have references of my own body.
Fellow Africans, do not interprete medicines as help. How did your ancestors survive without all the pharmaceutical medicines and vaccines? Why did they not die like flies? After abondining our traditional foods, medicines, taboos and practices, we began dying like flies. Why?

Always know your roots, a tree with no roots, is a dead tree, how ever big it is.